MYSELF

  First sorry Each of my blog will spam with kpop photo😂Idk where to sent this screenshot so I’ll use it here.

              

           Assalamualaikum and hi😆, this is my first official blog. As in my intro,I want to share my life and interest and I will gladly accept your insight and advice to me . Bear with my grammar and my broken English! Futher explanation is actually I have a lot of friends but I do not have friends that I can gladly all about my secret, crush and I am not someone who is affectionate with family or friends and I find it is awkward to tell that I love them and hug them but I'm afraid I will regret if it's not now. But I don't know whether it's my ego or shy or what, I cannot do that.So this blog is like how I want to confess about something and share something about me.

        People may find me as friendly and approachable, Yes, I am like that, that's why I have a lot of friends, but I am not too close or too distant with them.MOREOVER, I am a total homebody person. I like to be at home. As my interest is watching Korean drama and K-pop things(you can ask me a recommendation about Korean drama HAHAHHA),I can totally lock myself in my room for months and years. With these Covid-19, I can totally adapt to it as it is my usual routine. Even after SPM, I lived like that as my parents are not fond of me working part-time so as I waited for my result I just take care of the home and my siblings.

       

          Back to the story, just you know that even my friends do not know my 9-years crush so they though I am picky or that innocent back in high school. Actually, my family is quite a reserve and conservative so I do not hang out a lot with my friends, yes I know they are worried about my safety. So when in high school when my friends asked me to go somewhere, I have to refuse them unless it's somewhere safe like to their house or the purpose is to study. But as time passes, they did not bother to ask me anymore.Like They already know My answer will be😂ahh And actually, a lot of my friends got into the same matrics,I'm the only one who went to Kolej Mara Kulim in a programme of PRA U USM(I will tell you about this program as a lot of my friend and relatives are confused about this and it's a good program as it offers loan, not like PTPTN and furthermore it's under MARA and if you get a good result you actually have to pay for 5-25% of your total loan!!).So,I somehie felt even more lonely as I went to further my studies to somewhere far without knowing anyone there😭.

          BUT  such a relief after I got into college,my parents are not strict like that anymore and when I came back home,my mother asked me if I do not have friends to hang out with because I always lock myself in the room. And up till now after Jamuan SPM, I do not meet them till now because our schedule did not meet up not because I cut off contact >.< ,I hope I still can meet them in the future and remain good friends.

           UP TO HERE Only!Will update more!